Control vs Freedom 🔎🔍
🧐 · 10.07.2020 · 23:35:50 ··· Freitag ⭐ 10 🎬 233
📺Teddy Saunders
🧠 · 03.11.2024 · 22:59:38 ··· Sonntag
😎 · 03.11.2024 · 20:59:38 ··· Sonntag
More and more in my life, I have come to realize that I love to control everything. I assume it was because my father loved to control me and his father loved to control him. Maybe its because I am a Virgo and want everything to be perfect. Who knows. But what I have come to realize is the price that I pay for this. I'm paying the price of being free. Of letting things happen.
Just the other day I was at a party and someone told me to control the music. I was happy to share my gifts as the iPhone DJ for all 40 guests, but the BlueTooth wasn't working and then we didn't have the right adapter, and then we needed another adapter and an hour later, with no music at the party, and with me running around like a chicken with his head cut off at the party I realized that my choice to control the music created the opposite of freedom. I was stressed, panicked and embarrassed for the party to have to endure my struggle. Meanwhile, anyone with an android phone could have plugged right in.
These days I am much more keenly aware of who is choosing to take control and what price they are willing to pay. We all come from different trauma and upbringings, and perhaps we let everyone make the choices for us or perhaps we had to make all the choices for ourselves. Either way, I think it's important to think about what battles to pick when it comes to having control, or when it comes to giving up your freedom. You cant always fight people and defend your control, and you can't always let people walk all over you and give up control.
I invite you to find a healthy balance and practice the art of letting go if you consider yourself always needing to be right.
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