The end of an era (Read description)
· 19.07.2023 · 00:00:48 ··· ··· Wednesday ·· 3 (3)
Skillz2Legit4U Since this game released in 2017 I’ve enjoyed it more than any other game I’ve ever played, I’ve killed every top Jason and been part of many teams and CLK has been the best one that I formed myself along side Littleman, trollslayer and Barcode41, we have made so many great memories over the past year and I’m lucky to have met them, this game got me through some tough times like when my sister died almost 2 years ago now, it’s been my go to when I need to relax and forget about my troubles.
I’ve posted videos here on YouTube for many years but never started steaming it until about a month ago and I knew what comes along with streaming, people constantly trying to snipe me for clout or content for their channels and last night was the worst case of it. Someone that I thought was my friend used a smurf and snipes his way into my lobby with his friend, I’m talking about haies09 and Gothams_Her0.
I’m sure everyone has seen the video by now, I was just trying to have a fun chill stream and I get sniped and done dirty by some people I thought I could trust, I was Roy so he already has a weak mask but it was 5 Vanessas and they all grouped up so that I wouldn’t be able to fight without getting hit, I don’t do this to any Jason, if you’ve seen my scrims with CLK you know I’m usually solo and keep my distance cause I know what it’s like to be surrounded like this which is why I don’t ever face kill squads myself and I’m always telling them to spread out and anyone on the team can back me up on that.
Ever since this loss last night I’ve lost the motivation to continue playing, it’s beyond embarrassing and I would never do this to them, haies and Gothams both stream sometimes and I’ve never sniped my way into their lobby, it’s sad that you can’t trust anyone these days, everyone is all about getting 1 up on the other and doesn’t think about the consequences of their actions or how it can affect someone’s mental health.
As most people know this game has meant a lot to me and after this I just can’t look at it the same anymore, I enjoyed the time I had with it and I’m contemplating on deleting my channel but thank you to everyone has been loyal friends to me and not asked me to invite them just so they can try to kill and embarrass me on stream. My problem is I trust too easily and I always try to see the good in people and have given people several chances until they’ve proven they can’t be trusted, I try my best to be a good friend and even invite people when they ask to join.
I spent countless hours making accounts and rolling perks for my friends when their perks kept getting taken, I’ve let everyone have a chance on CLK until they caused issues amongst the team and I try to always reply to my comments and I tell everyone GG and I hate being put in the middle of stuff and having to choose sides, like I’ve said many times before I try to avoid drama but at the same time I’m not a pushover but people walk all over me and think they can trash me behind my back and when I call them out on it they say it’s just a joke but I’m not dumb, having a good heart only gets you hurt.
I shouldn’t have let my guard down and trusted Beast (IMadeYouLeave). I knew it would practically a kill match I wouldn’t have used Roy, wouldn’t have wasted time trapping objectives and wouldn’t have chosen this map due to lack of knives, with all the OP perks everyone has now there’s not enough knives on the map to really counter it and balance it out so I knew it was gonna be a tough match but I didn’t expect him to post it but he left out parts of it where it shows how grouped up everyone was so I wanted to post my point of view, this wasn’t a match I signed up for, I was doing pubs and didn’t expect to be put in a scrim situation like this but it is what it is and what’s done is done, I hope he’s happy cause he got what he wanted. I didn’t ghost out of the sweater or rage quit though because I’m not like that.
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